owlsbooks Chapter 744 The effect of examining oneself
Chapter 744 The effect of examining oneself
Early the next morning, Lin Shuqin, who had arrived about an hour earlier because she had moved into the villa here, sat on a wooden post and thought about what Mavis said yesterday.
Yang Sikang, the guy who has had smoother sailing than all other commanders, and who can be satisfied with anything now that he is famous, is he mentally abnormal?
She thought about it carefully and found that Yang Sikang seemed to have no problem at all.
But since it was what the doctor said, she felt she should still believe it.
But, she came to tell Shenyue?
Lin Shuqin was a little depressed, she was just here to be a teacher!
After a while, she saw the only student trotting out in a hurry, and the corners of her mouth curled up slightly.
On the other side, Yang Sikang slept for a long time, a full eight hours.
The tense nerves are relieved after a day and night of rest, and the fatigue that is usually not noticed disappears without a trace.
He felt that his body itself seemed to become lighter, and he couldn't help but smile to himself.
If possible, it would be great to be so relaxed every day.
But the reality is that he still has many problems to face.
The appearance of Good Richard is like a huge stone weighing on his heart. He thinks that as long as the arbitration agency does not come here to interfere with the Siren for no reason, he still has a lot of room for maneuver. But Good Richard does not Same.
He had failed once before and got a result that he couldn't accept.
This time, Operation Good Man Richard made him feel that his past experiences might be repeated again.
This was a situation he absolutely couldn't accept, so he couldn't help but become nervous, tense, and worried about gains and losses.
This sufficient rest suddenly made him calm down. While Yang Sikang was feeling emotional, he also felt that he should perhaps relax a little like this regularly.
"Belfast."
After the words fell, the head maid opened the door silently and stood at the door, waiting for the next arrangement.
"When you find that I am a little too nervous, just let me take a break. Don't lose your rational thinking because of overthinking, or insist on it too much."
A flash of joy flashed in Belfast's eyes, and he immediately suppressed it and saluted:
"Your orders are obeyed, my master."
After giving this instruction, Yang Sikang felt a little relieved, turned around and said with a smile:
"I made you worry some time ago, I will try to pay attention to it."
Some of the worries in Belfast's mind disappeared.
She responded with a smile:
"You've always done a great job, you just tried a little too hard."
Yang Sikang shook his head:
"To be precise, I'm just afraid..."
After hesitating for a moment, he decided to say something that was stuck in his heart:
"My ending in my last world was very bad. In fact, I didn't care about my ending, because I knew before the final battle that my death was coming. But what I couldn't accept was that the humans in that world didn't even care. Kill them without hesitation along with the ship girls who protect them."
"I don't know what I can do to avoid such an ending, but after coming to this world and finding that they have also come to this world, I feel that there may be hope of saving everything. But this makes me don't know how to face it. You are fine."
Yang Sikang sighed and said with a wry smile:
"I'm afraid that what I'm doing now will make you follow in their footsteps one day in the future. I'm afraid that I failed to seize the present while trying to redeem the past. I'm afraid that my excessive publicity will attract unparalleled attention. The enemy will make you suffer an unfair outcome that you should not suffer.”
Belfast did not interrupt him, still keeping the smile on his face.
Although it was the first time for Belfast to hear what he said, they had already made some assumptions during their discussions with York City and Shangri-La.
Yang Sikang looked at Belfast again and changed his tone:
"But now, I feel that I don't actually need to think about so many things forward and backward. If you seize the moment, there will be a future."
After he said this, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly.
Some words have been held in for too long. Even if you only say part of them, it is enough to relieve the burden on your heart.
"We are always by your side, Master."
Only then did Belfast whisper softly:
"That's true now and in the future, so you don't have to worry about us. We're working with you to create a future that belongs to all of us."
This morning, Yang Sikang stayed until almost noon before leaving the bedroom.
After a brief exchange with Belfast, he stayed in the bedroom and thought about every previous arrangement again, looking at his previous actions from another angle.
This process was familiar to him, but after his thinking was relieved and he thought more clearly and calmly, he quickly discovered some problems.
Some trivial matters that do not need to be worried about now are put aside, and some things that can be trusted by the ship girls are directly eliminated from the arrangement.
After spending a few hours, he was pleasantly surprised to find that his previous arrangement of affairs, which seemed to make people breathless, was actually not that complicated after sifting through it.
"The same thing is not that complicated when viewed from another perspective. I was stuck in my own mindset before."
Yang Sikang sighed, and then picked up all the thick piles of papers and documents at hand.
He took the pile of stuff to the shredder in his office, started the machine, and shredded it all bit by bit.
"call……"
Heaving a sigh of relief, Yang Sikang walked out of the room.
Belfast and Sirius were waiting at the door. When they saw Yang Sikang coming out, they immediately gave him a slight salute.
"Lunch time is coming soon. Belfast, please prepare a little. We will visit Guanghui and the Prince of Wales later, and let George V and Howe go together."
"Yes, Master."
Relevant arrangements do not need to be prepared in advance, and only the relevant people need to be simply notified.
Yang Sikang did not prepare anything complicated as before. After spending a morning reviewing his actions in the past, he quickly made a rough judgment on his current self.
Without any cover-up, Yang Sikang said the words directly:
"All in all, let's first aim to get the overall support of Azur Lane."
Sirius didn't react at all. She looked at Yang Sikang calmly, as if she wasn't surprised at all.
Belfast's eyes were full of joy.
After a peaceful lunch, Yang Sikang didn't even bother to change his clothes. He took the ship girls directly to Guanghui and the Prince of Wales.