owlsbooks Chapter 446 Just Falling in Love With One Identity
Chapter 446 Just Falling in Love With One Identity
Chapter 446 I'm Just Falling in Love with an Identity
The store is not too busy at the moment, Uesugi Kai handed over the work to Xiaoqiao Lihai, and found Katsura who was still sitting in the corner to protect Katsura.
"How's it going?"
"It's not bad, it's not bad. In short, she is willing to start not avoiding me."
"Did you confess anything?"
"Well, I dare not say it." Totsuka Katsura said, "Uesugi, after I talked with her just now, I understand more about the things she has been worrying about for a long time."
"About her father?" Uesugi Kai asked.
"Well, I always feel like she's stuck in a quagmire that follows her and binds her so that she can't move. Human emotions are a wonderful thing, but emotions become human too. Restraints, voluntarily put legs inside, scruples about whether the mud in the quagmire will disappear when the legs are lifted."
Kai Uesugi could understand what Totsuka Katsura was talking about. His father's past goodness restricted Xiaoqiao's way forward, and he was indulging in the good memories of his relatives.
After saying these words, it seemed that he had understood something, and Totsuka Katsura was a little depressed.
"I really want to take her out. After all, my father is also a very good person. He won't have any prejudice against her. This combined family can also become very happy in the future. But to be honest, I don't know that my aunt is so Is it right to do it? Compared with giving up the person you once loved.”
"I will come here often recently. If possible, I also want to stay in this coffee shop and get a job. Regarding this, Uesugi, can you ask the store manager for me?"
Uesugi Kai nodded: "This is no problem, I will ask the store manager when she comes back."
"I'm sorry to trouble you, I always ask you to help me." Totsuka Katsura said apologetically.
"It's okay, you don't often help me with the professor's roll call at school." Uesugi Kai said with a smile, and the topic suddenly became clear.
"Haha, speaking of it, you, a high-achieving student, skipped classes a lot."
"It's called making the most of the time you need."
"Well, I'm going to leave after meeting Li Hai today." Totsuka Katsura looked at Uesugi, "But I suddenly have a curious question, Uesugi, what is your dream?"
"Dream?" Uesugi Kai hesitated slightly, "Dreams are the driving force for progress. My dream is to have a simple coffee shop, and then I will make desserts with Hanabi, drink coffee, and live the most peaceful days. That's it."
"It feels like it's not something that a top student from Dongda University, a strong man with double laurel crowns in archery and kendo can say."
Kai Uesugi shook his head: "I am a very simple person. I have no ideals or pursuits. Even before, I never expected anyone to like me. I just plan to live my life alone."
"Just listen to the lonely one. It has the kind of thinking that I gave up all my thoughts and worked hard to get into Dongda."
"is lonely"
For some reason, Kaoru Uesugi's heart suddenly rose. The way Hana Maru was standing in the sun and smiling at him, he subconsciously raised his head and looked at the girl standing by the window not far away, watering the flowers in the shop.
She was wearing a maid uniform, and under the sunlight outside the window, her back was bright and clear.
Katsura Totsuka tilted his head and looked out the window and said:
"Actually, at the beginning, I always wanted to be admitted to Dongda University, in order to make me look like a more meaningful life, and then let everyone see you can't help but say something like 'great' from the bottom of my heart. Admitted to Dongda University , "Great" is there, but it's just a casual compliment from others, they have their own lives, my life has nothing to do with them, and I can't get anything from them."
"Do you remember the girlfriend I dated a while ago?"
"Yeah." Uesugi Oki remembered that it was a girl who looked quite quiet.
"The reason why she left me is also very simple. I just don't feel it. What is it? I can't lose contact suddenly. I went to find her. She was walking on the road with her girlfriends at that time. I was curious for a while, so I followed them secretly, and listened to a few gossips. They chatted a lot for about ten minutes, and finally talked about me. At that time, I wanted to listen carefully to whether there were any difficulties before breaking up. if.
"In the end, I was still disappointed. I don't want to remember her specific words anymore. The general meaning is that the guy didn't want to fall in love with me, but fell in love with me as a university student in Dongdong. She was just curious. What is the difference between the long-term top student of Dongda University and ordinary people? After I found out that I am also an ordinary person, I left naturally as soon as the novelty wore off.”
"It's strange, there are women who can fall in love with a person's identity!? At that time, my first thought was this. After thinking about it, I suddenly realized that since there are people who can rent themselves out and fall in love with money, why would they Can't fall in love with someone else's identity? Isn't it all a self-interested process?"
"Thinking about it this way, what she did is actually not a big deal, it's very common."
"This strange feeling has always been with me, I... forget it."
Totsuka Katsura shook his head and stood up from his seat.
"Thanks, Uesugi, for being willing to listen to my complaints."
"fine."
"See you tomorrow, I'm going back."
"Ah."
Jingle~
With a crisp wind chime, Totsuka Katsuhisa's back disappeared at the corner behind the glass sliding door.
The classmates from Dongda University left, and Uesugi Kai was still thinking about the pile of bitterness he poured on himself.
During the summer vacation, I guess it was Totsuka's low period. He was hit hard by the breakup, and he might have psychological symptoms such as "self-doubt".
But at that time, it happened that two parents knew each other again, and he had an extra sister who cared about him.
When he was broken in love, he was saved by another girl's kindness, so it's no wonder he fell in love with Xiaoqiao Lihai.
A kettle suddenly appeared in the field of vision, and Hanamaru Hanabi sat down opposite Uesugi Kai.
She had just finished watering the flowers and plants in the store, and the smile on her delicate and beautiful face was bright, and at a glance, she felt that she was very good-looking.
"Have you finished chatting with Kai-kun?" Hanamaru Hanabi held her face in both hands, and squeezed a part of the flesh on her face.
"Well, it is."
"What did we talk about?"
"About him getting dumped by his ex-girlfriend."
"Oh, lovelorn," Hanamaru Hanabi nodded again and again, with a look of understanding, "Hanabi knows this kind of feeling. When she is broken in love, she doesn't believe it at first, and then rushes to question the other party, asking him, why do you want to do this!? Between us Isn’t it very good!? Then, there are two possible answers.”
"Two?"
"First, it's natural that we had to break up due to other reasons. This is understandable, and we can even have a better love after reunion. Second"
Hanamaru Hanabi narrowed her eyes, but the smile on her mouth remained unchanged.
"I don't like the second Hanabi, because it only needs two words to explain, 'tired' and 'abandoned'."
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"Which kind of classmate is Kai-kun?"
"The second."
"Hmm~ Huahuo can understand him. After all, the feeling of being abandoned after putting your heart into it is really like gouging out your heart with a knife. The pain is like raindrops, densely packed. If you don't look carefully, you can't count them. "
Kai Uesugi knew that she was referring to another self.
Judging from the current situation, there is a high probability that another Kai-kun is the last dream in Huahuo's heart.
"Hanabi, you were abandoned by another me, is it true?"
"I don't know." Hanamaru Hanabi said immediately, "But those are not important, are they? Because Hanabi can clearly remember the details, and clearly remember every word he said, knowing that there is such a situation. He really doesn't feel sorry for Huahuo at all. Cry, cry whatever you want
"He just regards Huahuo as a tool that can be used to have fun when necessary. Before, he used Huahuo very happily and comfortably. After that, he got tired of using it, and even the name Huahuo began to hate it."
"It's also because of this," Hanamaru Hanabi suddenly stretched out his hands to hold Uesugi Kai, "Hanabi loves the current Kai-kun so much, he will let Hanabi lean in his arms, and when Hanabi is in a bad mood Take the initiative to accompany her to eat ramen, coax her at night, tell her some bedtime stories, and most importantly, he will not forget the fireworks."
don't forget don't forget
Listening to these, Uesugi Kai thought over and over again of her pitiful look when she said this sentence to herself.
After getting off work in the evening and saying goodbye to everyone, Kai Uesugi took Hanamaru Hanabi home together.
A man and a woman on a pink bicycle walk slowly together in the twilight of the sky.
Hanamaru Hanabi said that she likes it very much. She can sit sideways on the back stool, hug Uesugi Kai waist, and put her face on top.
Depending on, love, or habits may all have it.
"If you can feel the warmth of hugging Kai-kun. Hanabi can wait 1 years." Hanamaru Hanabi closed her eyes and rubbed her cheek against his back.
"People can't live that long." Kai Uesugi said while riding a bicycle.
"Well, up to 100 years, so... if Kai-kun disappears suddenly, Hanabi will wait until he dies."
"Don't say those words"
"Your Majesty, don't you believe me?"
"Trust me, if it's Huahuo and you're gone, I'll wait until I die."
Hanamaru Hanabi didn't answer him.
"Sounds like child's play. But I'd really like to do it for you."
"Kai-kun." Hanamaru Hanabi hugged his waist tightly.
"Well, what happened?"
"Life is short."
"I know."
"Huahuo is afraid that I won't see you in the next life."
"The next life? If there is a time, Huahuo, you still can't remember me. It's the same thing. You who don't have a memory, maybe you will fall in love with another person."
Hanamaru Hanabi murmured against his back, "So... having an afterlife is cruel."
afterlife
Kaoru Uesugi thought of himself silently in his heart.
This life is considered the next life, and to him, it is not cruel.
Uesugi Kai said quickly: "Not necessarily, if there is an afterlife, the memory may also be there."
Hanamaru Hanabi: "The memory is preserved, but people may not be in the same place."
Kaoru Uesugi knew what she was talking about.
It is similar to the story of rebirth, but in the vast sea of people, the other party cannot be found.
"Huahuo, the world has become smaller now, if I really have the memory of each other, it will be very easy to find each other on the Internet."
"Then only one person keeps the memory? The person on the other side must have changed his name and surname because of reincarnation."
"It's okay, as long as you remember your face, there is hope."
Hanamaru Hanabi shook his head and looked at his back: "Hanabi doesn't mean that he is on the earth. If, if Hanabi's afterlife goes to a far, far away place, to another universe billions of light years away, that is a Will Kai-kun still be willing to pursue Hanabi where no one from Earth has ever set foot?"
Uesugi Kai's body was taken aback by her hypothesis.
"Yes." Kaoru Uesugi murmured while holding the handlebars of the car with both hands, looking at the constantly turning wheels in front of him.
"Huh?" Hanamaru Hanabi didn't hear clearly.
"Yes," Uesugi Kai amplified his voice a little, his eyes fixed on the front, reflecting bright yellow light in the setting sun, "as long as I still have motivation and ability, I will pursue it, even if there are hundreds of millions There is no one-in-a-million chance, and I will still move forward, after all, moths will go to the fire, even if they sacrifice their own lives."
"Kai-kun." Hanamaru Hanabi's voice suddenly became more affectionate.
"Ok?"
"Kai-kun's love talk, Hanabi likes it." Hanamaru Hanabi hugged his waist again, her tone was as gentle as a little girl coquettish.
"A love story? It's my heartfelt words."
"Sincere words can also be counted as love words. Hanabi feels very happy, so today I decided to reward Kai-kun with a shoulder massage!"
Uesugi Kai couldn't help smiling: "Is it just once?"
"You can't be greedy, and the rewards must be arranged reasonably."
"Okay, listen to my wife! But how do you arrange this massage?"
"Rub your shoulders, what else can you do?"
"Massage, you can do more than rub your shoulders, for example, you can do it"
"What else can I do?"
"You can also use the little feet to step on my back and so on"
"it is good."
"accepted!?"
"Well, to satisfy Kai-kun's perverted little wish."
"That's right. I'm a little worried."
"worry about what?"
"Honey, are you a lot heavier than before?"
"No, nothing has developed, whether it's height or chest. Well, sure enough, Kai-kun still likes big ones, right?"
"No, absolutely not, my wife's size is just right."
"Answer in a second!"
Uesugi Kai immediately made full preparations, "Please speak."
"Hee hee, what is Hanabi's bust size?"
"70d!" Kai Uesugi flew the number out of his mouth without thinking.
"Kai-kun, you answered it in a second." Hanamaru Hanabi had a small surprised face.
"Also, because Hua Huo Jiang's lower bust is smaller, the upper part is tall and straight, and the waist is thinner, so it looks bigger. It is my favorite type."
Hanamaru Hanabi's hands were propped on the back seat of the bicycle, and the breeze that passed through the bridge hole not far away was blowing from the river beside her, blowing the scarf around her neck, and blowing her hair shining brightly in the setting sun. Silk.
Her beautiful mouth is full of sweet smiles.
"Squeaky Kai-kun."
"Not bitter." A quick reply came from Uesugi Kai's back.
"astringent."
"Not bitter."
"astringent!"
"Not bitter!"
"astringent!!"
(End of this chapter)