Personality V: I will save everything

Chapter 520 Fresh

"I said, I don't want it! Let me go!"

Doctor, she screamed at the top of her lungs, trying hard to break free from the hand that was tightly holding her arm.

However, it was all in vain, Mrs. Bess's grip was too tight, like an iron clamp, and no matter how she struggled, it was useless.

The doctor secretly groaned in his heart. Mrs. Beth was always so gentle and quiet, spoke softly, and was polite in her dealings with others.

But who could have imagined that at this moment she would burst out with such tremendous strength, holding on to herself tightly and refusing to let go.

"Please, Mrs. Bess, let me go!"

The doctor pleaded in a tearful voice, but Mrs. Bess remained unmoved and insisted on taking her to the delivery room.

It turned out that Mrs. Bess hoped that the doctor could help Anne give birth, even if it was just to lend a hand.

But this request is like a nightmare for doctors.

"No, I absolutely can't agree to it!" The doctor's attitude was extremely firm, and her heart was filled with fear and anxiety.

The reason is actually very simple - most of the patients that doctors have come into contact with are women who voluntarily give up their unborn babies.

What was pulled out of those women's bodies was often just pieces of mashed flesh. Blood and death had long become the norm in her job.

But this time is different. What is waiting for her this time will be a brand new life, a little baby who carries countless expectations before he comes into the world.

Faced with such a situation, the doctor felt unprecedented confusion and helplessness. She had no idea what she should do, and even standing by and watching made her feel at a loss.

She didn't dare stand there, just as a sinner shouldn't stand in the church, she had long lost the right to enter the delivery room to welcome the birth of life.

But what the doctor didn't expect was that Mrs. Beth was so strong that he dragged her into the temporary delivery room without even giving her a chance to hesitate.

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When Gangi, who was standing next to Anne in the delivery room, slowly moved his feet and walked towards the doctor step by step, the doctor's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he couldn't help but feel a surge of joy in his heart.

"That's right, that's right! That's it, kick her out now! How can she stay here? She is not worthy of being a doctor, let alone qualified to deliver babies! Hurry up, let her leave here tactfully..." The doctor kept repeating in his heart, as if these words could come true.

At this moment, Gangi walked up to the doctor and asked softly, "Are you okay? You seem to be in a bad condition."

However, Gangi had no intention of kicking her out of the delivery room as the doctor wanted.

The reason why he walked up to ask was simply because he saw the doctor standing there, her body trembling slightly and her face looking extremely pale. He felt that her current condition was really worrying, so he asked out of concern.

"It's okay, dear. I asked the owner of the manor to bring in the doctor. She's watching nearby. Nothing will happen."

Since Anne, the mother herself, has agreed, there is no need for Gangi to say anything. After all, the owner of the manor is enough.

And with Gangi, we can roughly guess why Annie must have a doctor watching her...

People around her have more or less heard about what Lydia had experienced.

Although Lydia herself has long since let go of these past events and no longer cares about them, people do not look at her differently or have prejudices against her because of them.

However, it is clear that some doctors in this world still seem to have not gotten over the impact of that incident.

Ultimately, isn’t this situation caused by problems with the law and society itself?

When talking about aborted fetuses, people often only focus on the fact that they are also living beings, but never think deeply about whether the mothers of these children are really willing to bring them into this world.

If we look at this matter optimistically, perhaps some women decide to have an abortion simply because their financial situation cannot afford the huge expenses of raising a child.

But if we analyze it from a more pessimistic perspective, it is very likely that those pregnant mothers were forced to become pregnant after being assaulted.

But how absurd and ridiculous all this is... The unborn fetus is clearly growing in the mother's womb, but the current law expressly prohibits them from terminating the pregnancy or aborting the fetus.

Why can't people freely and independently control and manage their own bodies?

Although Lydia is engaged in a job as an abortion doctor that is not recognized by the law, if we think about it from another perspective, we may be able to find the deep meaning contained in it. In a way, isn't she protecting those unfortunate and poor mothers in a special way?

Today, Lydia has successfully overcome the shadow of this experience.

Therefore, Anne sincerely hoped that the doctor could be as brave as Lydia, break free from the shackles of the past and embrace the sunshine of life again.

After all, is there any real mother in the world who doesn't love her own children?

If they finally decide to abandon the life in their womb, it must be because they have encountered some unbearable difficulties and changes, forcing them to go against their mother's nature and make such a difficult decision with great pain.

Who would have the heart to do this unless it was absolutely necessary?

But this is such an easy-to-understand principle, why do so many people just not understand it?

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"Come on, dear Annie, believe in yourself, you can do it!"

There were waves of encouraging voices coming from outside the delivery room, which were shouts from the bottom of everyone's heart. At this moment, Anne, lying on the delivery bed, looked pale but her eyes were very firm.

After all, she had already experienced the hardships of childbirth once, so this second pregnancy and delivery was indeed much easier for Annie than the first time.

However, even with previous experience as a foundation, having a child is still not an easy task.

As time passed, Anne gritted her teeth and tried her best. Finally, a clear and loud cry broke the silence of the delivery room - the baby was born successfully!

But even though everything was going relatively smoothly, Ganji, who was standing by, was still extremely nervous.

From the moment Anne was pushed into the delivery room, his heart had been hanging in the air, never landing.

At this moment, his big, broad hands were firmly holding Anne's slightly cold hands, and his palms were full of sweat. If you look closely, you will find that Gangi sweats much more than Anne, the woman who is giving birth.

"Congratulations! Gangi, Annie, look at this little girl, Hawklin is such a lovely girl, haha...she looks so much like Annie!" I said happily, with a sincere smile on my face.

After saying that, I carefully picked up the child and walked to Anne's side, allowing the mother and daughter to get closer.

Looking closely, I saw that the little face was pink and tender like a newly blooming flower; the golden hair stuck to the head like seaweed, sparkling with dazzling light; the pair of blue eyes were like a deep lake, clear and bright.

"Look at the eyebrows, eyes, nose and mouth. They look like they were carved from the same mold!"

Gangi couldn't help but sigh, his eyes always staying on Hawklin, as if he couldn't see enough.

"When she grows up, she will definitely become a beautiful girl. I wonder how many people she will charm!"

"You......."

Annie really can't stand Gangi anymore. How long will this take? Really...

It was at this moment that Annie finally remembered the doctor who had been standing in the corner of the delivery room like a wooden stake.

"Miss Emily, could you please come over here for a moment?"

Anne's figure had ended, and Emily felt that nothing would happen if she stood there. She thought Anne went over just to ask her to go over and see the child, so with this feeling, Emily walked over.

"Miss Emily, you should hug her too."

After saying that, Anne handed Hawklin in her arms to Emily.

what? !

Before Emily could refuse, Anne handed the child to her, and she subconsciously stretched out her arms and held the child in her arms.

Hawklin is really a well-behaved little girl. Even when she is in another aunt's arms, she is always quiet and doesn't cry or make a fuss. She just stares at the doctor with her round eyes.

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This is really the first time...

Ever since she made that despicable, illegal and immoral decision to become an illegal abortion doctor, Emily never dared to hope that she would be able to hug those vibrant little lives with her own hands in this life.

[You are such a conscienceless person that you should be condemned by your conscience for the rest of your life! The souls of those innocent children will stare at you forever, and this naturally includes my poor child! ]

These cruel words came from the mouth of the grief-stricken and angry lawyer.

When he realized that he could not kill the cold-blooded doctor in front of him to avenge his child and Martha, he resolutely chose another path.

From then on, such words would come out of his mouth like a curse almost every day. Whenever he saw the doctor, he would roar hysterically like a madman.

Although Emily also looked down on the lawyer in her heart, she had to admit that what he said was true.

The ghosts of those dead children seemed to be wandering around her all the time, haunting her like shadows, and as the lawyer said, among these ghosts were indeed his own flesh and blood that had been strangled before they were born.

The doctor also hated the lawyer because the lawyer killed her in the manor game, which made her unable to leave the manor forever. How could someone who stole someone else's wife be qualified to talk about love?

They do hate and despise each other, but it is undeniable that they are both murderer and victim.

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“Ah…ah…ah…”

Suddenly, Hawklin in the doctor's arms made a babbling sound. She seemed to sense that the doctor was in a low mood, so she made as much noise as possible to cheer her up.

Seeing Hawklin's lively appearance in his arms, the doctor somehow shed tears.

At this moment, time and space seemed to overlap. The doctor seemed to have returned to that time, the day when she performed an abortion on Martha. A pile of minced meat flowed out of Martha's stomach, accompanied by a large amount of blood, and the woman died on the operating table.

What did she do? Oh, yes, she saw the woman bleeding profusely and was afraid that she might die, so she just left her on the operating table and let her die.

What was I doing? Didn't I make up my mind to be a doctor who could cure illnesses and save lives? Didn't I want to break the rules and become the first female doctor? Why did I become a murderer?

No...it seemed that she had ceased to be a doctor a long time ago. She had ceased to be a doctor since she became an illegal abortionist for money, since she abandoned Martha and let her die alone on the operating table, since the first pile of minced meat appeared in her hands...

She really envied Lydia from another world...

She really envied that she could become a doctor who could save lives openly, that she could receive the Royal Medal of Medicine, and that she could receive praise from so many people......

If I had made the right choice, could I have been like her?

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Looking at the little life in my arms that is alive and full of infinite possibilities,

The doctor, with tears in his eyes, gently put his mouth close to Hawklin's ear and whispered,

"Don't become a useless person like me."